Q:in the last few weeks ive done quite a bit of weed and a little extra drinking, barely out of highschool and i mostly do it cause im just so tired of finding an escape from the world. im way to scared to touch any heavier stuff but still. i never thought that i had to result to weed. when i was younger i promised myself that id never rlly needed to do it, so my life pretty much has been on the flipside
Anonymous
i’m sorry that things are rough for you lately :(
if you just wanted a place to vent then disregard this next piece:
don’t be so quick to put yourself down because you smoke and drink. Maybe they’re not the healthiest outlets, but thinking you are bad/a bad person because you use them will only perpetuate your problems. Take some time for yourself, and from personal experience, find a hobby. I craft, and without it I would be losing my balance at every interval. Reading is also helpful.
but above all else, don’t underestimate yourself. You really never know what you are capable of doing until you give yourself the chance to overcome adversity
